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There you go, as ive said that im g0ing to upload the pics of jacket+t-shirt. Striking lime green, isnt it? Buta mata aku! Haha.. Well, g0nna wear it t0m0rr0w. So do Kukie. We b0th OT 10am, dunn0 til what time though.

Owh.. Have to put in list-to-do. 2/3pm have to update Azzy what time am d0ne with OT. She wanted to c0me over, since Panjang has class at his h0met0wn. Babe, me no pw0mise u nythn yet, ya? Kepala aku rungsin. Baik duduk office, ramai orang. Tak pikir banyak. Hmph..

OUM? UITM? OLYMPIA? MSU? -REJECT-
Courses?
PSYCH0LOGY? C0MMUNICATI0N? IT? ENGINEERING? LAW? SCIENCE?

Argh.. Fuckin headache. Its for the future! Wr0ng decisi0n, u would see my dead b0dy, after jumped d0wn fr0m KLCC. I kn0w, i kn0w it d0es s0und lame. But again, do ive a ch0ice? If UKRAINE never fucked me so badly, with th0se m0ney they wanted! I w0uld have be a doctor by n0w. It shattered my heart so hard til i got no m0re tears. Undescribeable! N0w am w0rking so like a mad-dog, and shyth0le, i aint got en0ugh to spend. Still have to ask s0me fr0m mamyta+dad at times. Goddamnit.. I didnt party. I didnt sh0p. The salary finished just like that! Rent+f0od+toiletries+medical+etc...
Am n0t whining. But i just d0nt kn0w what to do. Am t0tally lost myself! Again, i lost faith in god! Why it seems so hard to reach out for what ive been l0nging f0r? Especially the time when ive started to hold still 0nto my beliefs, and in just a sec0nd, tested me with obstacles+hardship..

DEAR GOD,
IM FREAKIN TIRED OF LIVIN. PLEASE TAKE MY HAND, AND REACHED OUT FOR ME. STOP TORTURIN ME! HOW AM ABLE TO HAVE FAITH IN YOU WHEN YOU ALL THE TIME, PICK 0N ME! AM THE CH0SEN 0NE? ? ? ANSWER ME ANSWER!!!

Psychotic me!