Am h0meless. Bloody p0mpuan sundal. Amik duit aku 1.5k. Amik amik... Curse 0n u, prastituka! Nakhui, blet.. Ubludak..
Decided to stay at Azzy's since her hubby outstati0n. Ada plak nangis isteri ni tiap mlm. Hehe.. Thank you to both of u, for letting me stay over, til me new dom ready. If rase gua menyemak, silalah halau gue! Tak kesahnye. No hal.
Well,
It is far to travel fr0m hyppo hill to setia jaya. Erk.. How u did it, babe? 3 m0nths u had travelled hyppo hill-klcc each day? Madness.. Dah dah. Gua ban lu dari keje out of klang. Lg org aneh2 dlm train. Sggh mebahayakan kesihatan. Busuk. Hapaq. Tekak aku kembang. Huhu.. Dgn aku skali bau dug0ng basi. Aiyark..
Owh oww... Astro. Alamak. Mati gue mati. Memg panggilan astro! Bukn pggln pulau. Ad0ii.. Siap la m0vie marath0n. Dh tgk dh harry p0tter-order of the phoenix, the last king of Scotland, etc.. Aduss..
Aku dh demam. Kepenatan. Br dr hyppo hill til setia jaya 0nly,gua punctured. Huhu.. Dah la. Time to sleep.
OT done. Thought of staying til late evening but then network alert 3G downtime at Subang, Bandar Sunway, Damansara, Pj.
So i run for my life.. Hahaha.. No way for me to stay over. Sure dieded! Huhu..
Owh.. Cornetto day today. Had two. Hehe.. Kukie got me choc br0wnies flavour. Aish.. To0 ch0c0laty! Then had alm0nd flavour after w0rk. That was ok. Not much ch0ccy. Me likey..
Went to pyramid for a while. Walked ar0und. Didnt buy anythin. People are staring at me. Maybe due to the striking lime green t-shirt i wear today. Hehe.. Passed by Maxis Centre Pyramid, to buy jackfruit. 0ne of the staff appr0ached me and ask about the t-shirt. Hihi.. Special editi0n. The t-shirt is simple yet nice+pretty. Thank you MAXIS for the freebies!
Me sleepy n0w. G0nna take a nap then.
There you go, as ive said that im g0ing to upload the pics of jacket+t-shirt. Striking lime green, isnt it? Buta mata aku! Haha.. Well, g0nna wear it t0m0rr0w. So do Kukie. We b0th OT 10am, dunn0 til what time though.
Owh.. Have to put in list-to-do. 2/3pm have to update Azzy what time am d0ne with OT. She wanted to c0me over, since Panjang has class at his h0met0wn. Babe, me no pw0mise u nythn yet, ya? Kepala aku rungsin. Baik duduk office, ramai orang. Tak pikir banyak. Hmph..
OUM? UITM? OLYMPIA? MSU? -REJECT-
Courses?
PSYCH0LOGY? C0MMUNICATI0N? IT? ENGINEERING? LAW? SCIENCE?
Argh.. Fuckin headache. Its for the future! Wr0ng decisi0n, u would see my dead b0dy, after jumped d0wn fr0m KLCC. I kn0w, i kn0w it d0es s0und lame. But again, do ive a ch0ice? If UKRAINE never fucked me so badly, with th0se m0ney they wanted! I w0uld have be a doctor by n0w. It shattered my heart so hard til i got no m0re tears. Undescribeable! N0w am w0rking so like a mad-dog, and shyth0le, i aint got en0ugh to spend. Still have to ask s0me fr0m mamyta+dad at times. Goddamnit.. I didnt party. I didnt sh0p. The salary finished just like that! Rent+f0od+toiletries+medical+etc...
Am n0t whining. But i just d0nt kn0w what to do. Am t0tally lost myself! Again, i lost faith in god! Why it seems so hard to reach out for what ive been l0nging f0r? Especially the time when ive started to hold still 0nto my beliefs, and in just a sec0nd, tested me with obstacles+hardship..
DEAR GOD,
IM FREAKIN TIRED OF LIVIN. PLEASE TAKE MY HAND, AND REACHED OUT FOR ME. STOP TORTURIN ME! HOW AM ABLE TO HAVE FAITH IN YOU WHEN YOU ALL THE TIME, PICK 0N ME! AM THE CH0SEN 0NE? ? ? ANSWER ME ANSWER!!!
Psychotic me!
