Another Day In Paradise

End of 2011 ... ~danggg~

2011-12-17T14:03:00.002Z

OMG.. It has been more than a year I supposed I have not been blogging.
Been busy with studies. assignments. presentations. etc..

Nway,
dated a month me now working at CSOS JB together wit Fara.
It is hard though to work and to study at the same time!
pffttttt~

I guess 2012 by January I shall start blogging again.
Just like back then in 2008.

As the years passed by, it seemed like I am not bothered to keep track of what's happening every single day.

Christmas is just around the corner.
Hell yeah I do miss white Xmas back in Ukraine.

I wished I could turn back time......

~ WISHFUL THINKING ~

2228
17th Dec 2011
v maei' komnate.....

FOP

2011-01-26T12:21:00.002Z

first day at class
new group - TARRAGON wt 4 othe girls. lia caca syezz n ain

Twilight Saga : New Moon

2009-11-28T18:04:00.004Z

26th Nov 09..

11AM -

Went to get ticket at CS. Got two tics for HeLmy and Me. Yayy~ Adrenalin rushed.. OnLy God Knows How Excited I was. ReaLLy Can't Wait For The Movie TOnight!
EDWARD, ERE ME COME!!!!!

After 6PM

Rushed Home! Get Ready. Dinner Time.

11PM
New Moon, Ere I Come~~~~~

And it started ..... The Twilight Saga NEW MOON

Part by Part passed. And I was there, sitting, watching...
What The Heck, Edward CuLLen ..??!!?? How Dare You Leaving BeLLa..??!!??
A Lil Bit Disappointed but I knew, there must be a reason for HIM to do such towards Bella..

Jacob..??
HIS body now so musculus! Those 6pax - O M G!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But, Edward CuLLen is still THE HOTTIE! Sorry Jacob!

AM JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU..~ ^_^

Werewolf..??
NOT MA KIND OF THANG~ Who Wanna Be With Hot-Tempered kind of MAN..??!!?? Would end up as DESSERT in the end~ HAHAHAHAHAHA.. So, WEREWOLVES,,,

STAY AWAY FROM ME ........!!!!!!!!

The story goes ...............

" Marry Me, BeLLa" ........................................................

~END~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI

2009-11-27T12:34:00.002Z

Wishing You ALL a Very Happy Hari Raya Haji!

Have a good one!

Huggy Huggy~

Choice and Chance .. Which Path Are You .. ???

2009-11-26T21:07:00.002Z

I've been keeping this article more than 10 years i guess.

Have a thoughts n it ok..??!!??

When we meet the right person to love when we're at the right place at the right time, that's chance.
When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. That's chance.
Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice. That's also a chance.

The difference is what happens afterwards.
When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?
That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling.

If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance. That's choice.
When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice. Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's choice.

Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance. But true love that lasts is truly a choice. A choice that we make.
Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this:�
"Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen."

I do believe that soul mates do exist.
That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not.
We may meet our soul mates by chance, but loving and staying with our soul mate is still a choice we have to make.

We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love... BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly...

*sighing .....*

Parties In JB ..!!

2009-11-26T14:47:00.004Z

I've promised Helmi to take him to the RECHARGE PARTY @ DISCOVERY JB.

And I've forgotten about that! Erkk..

He went back to Jb by bus on that Friday.

Honestly I thought the party was on Saturday nyte but it was on Friday.

Gosh.. I was so darn exhausted plus it was RED FLAG MOMENTA! I have not experienced period pain since March 09 due to the holistic cream i applied to myself.

Then my Beloved Aunty of mine, acupunture+massage me, bla bla bla, Chinese traditional way, and bloody hell, Again I started to have the shytty pain!

I was so do not want to go to the party but Dad+Mamyta forced me to bring Helmi there.

Then me go.
Arghh..
Kinda dying with the unbearable pain........

End of RECHARGE.....

The following week, it was MANHUNT COMP at CABANA. THE men all were hotties OK! Am melted alryte~

Just that, at the moment, i am so not into this MAN thingy! I guess I am sick and tired now. hahaha (",)

The question is - AM I SICK & TIRED BEING with MAN ..??!!??

Clubbing moments lately.. GOsh.. I am Bored~

2009-11-26T14:36:00.002Z

I am bored. I've been clubbing lots lately. Have not done it for quite sometimes since I've NO KAKI to tag along but now... OMG! or should I say,

OH MY SALVATORE FERRAGAMO..!!

I've met KAKIS CLUBBINGS and we all are great together! Yayy~ I guess Im not bored anymore. hahaha.. Mamyta+Dad never said anything also. Even they were the one sent me off to the club. People evolved OK! Wuhuu.. Good thing they both started to adapt and adopt to ME ME..!! I am happy apart of me arguing with mamyta ALL THE TIME nowadays! OMG! the more sins I am compiling since I've been living back at the family house in JB. Erkk.. Not good isnt it..?? But then, I am used to live all by myself and now, people barging in to my room all the time! demmit! I hate it! Hmph.. Again mental stressed~

Next Friday be going to Cabana with my KAKIS to party like animal planet! (",) National Geographi also Lose the battle~ kihkihkih.. and hell yeah, Xmas is soon.
AM thinking on the theme color this year. Maybe I might get a bigger Xmas tree this year cause I'm rich now! Hahaha.. Rich me me haa..??!!??

Money are meant to be spent so ...... SHOPPING SPREE for Xmas 2009~

Yippee..............

Anyone ..?? Wanna Go Shoppin With Me ..??!!??

Silence of The Missing Pieces...

2009-11-26T14:13:00.005Z

The last I've jotted here somewhere in July. OMG~ Been many months, isnt it?!?! It's not I reluctant to jot it all here but the internet connection sux big time. However today I've decided to jot something cause I am so in need to express what's been trippin inside me all these while.

Tonight I be going to watch New Moon with Helmy. Another midnight date for us. ahaha (",) How nice to have a brother who loves you more than anything in this world. And of course I love him moreeeeeeeeeeeee~ aku kan ALONG! hihihi.. I took the couple seats OK! easier for me to 'bersila". hahaha.. If not, me gonna be 'tersepit'..!! hahaha.. SO fatty me me...

Well, TBL ASIA already started! How depressed I am til this moment also counted OK! Bloody heLL I never got in! I wanted to be in the program so badly! Unfortunately, my audition moment was not good enough for the judges to pick me! arrghh.. I would do anything to get in now if there is still a chance! Ask me to swim with the snake or wormys also I would do now! EWrkk.. More like FEAR FACTOR thing haa.. The Sewelss me lately! huhuhu.

I am waiting for Sharwty Babe to be back In JB! Holla Holla Shawrty babe! Don't forget, Saturday we have a date already! Sorry, we are booked on the Saturday! ahaha ^_^

Owh Owh.. 1st Dec 09 will be my last day at CHFS CS JB. Sad though cause I am comfortable there but the company is so in deep shyt and I hope my Beloved Lady Boss would be OK and got to find an investor so no bankruptcy would happened! I've liked it there already. The team are mad cow disease! ahaha (",) Even we've known each other for a short time but we are like a one big family, happily ever after. Aside the compny personnel issues bla bla bla. We all are good~ Gonna misz them ALL for sure~

I pray soooOOooo hard that 2010 would be a turning point where I could be someone else! hahaha.. Make me an ALIEN, plzz God!~!~! So what if I choose to be someone else..??!!?? ryte..??

I am mad with myself.....~

SisterHood

2009-07-08T12:46:00.001Z

Sister

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.

So love the people who treat you right.

Love the ones who don't just because you can.

Believe everything happens for a reason.

If you get a second chance , grab it with both hands.

If it changes your life , let it.

Kiss slowly.

Forgive quickly.

God never said life would be easy.

He just promised it would be worth it.

Jenny's Pregnant! - O M G -

2009-07-02T08:29:00.002Z

Me not so happy actually with her pregnancy.
not ready to have more cats yet! erkk...
bloodyhell male cat! invaded me houz when no one was around! damnit!
aarrghh..
soo irritated in a way though!
what to do..
well,
the babies all would be gone after that.
who want the babies, may holla at me ya!
erhhmm..
maybe tomorrow would take her to the vet for ultrasound.
i really hope she aint pregnant but BUNCHET with wormies!!!
ewwwWWWwWWww..

* finger crossed *

jenny..................... kill kill die die mode

Azzy Tagged aku ekk ... ??? dah berkurun seyy ... ahahaha

2009-07-01T09:42:00.003Z

1)Bekas kekasih saya adalah..
OPTIMUS PRIME ^_^

2)Saya sedang mendengar..
SONG BY PITBULL - CALLE OCHO

3)Mungkin saya patut..
PEGI GYM DGN HELMY TAPI .......

4)Saya suka..
FIKIR NTAHAPEHAPE lEPAS TU STRESS

5)Sahabat sahabat saya...
SORANG DAH KAWIN, SORANG LAGI BARU ENGAGED

6)Saya tak paham..
NAPE LIFE IS TOTALLY A FREAKIN' BYATCH .. !!! TENSION TENSION

7)Saya kehilangan..
KATA2 BILA ELYN MENGHILANGKAN DIRI DAN TAK BALIK2 SAMPAI SKANG

8)Ramai yang berkata..
MICHAEL JACKSON MATI DAH!

10)Cinta itu adalah..
PSYCHOTIC ALIEN

11)Di suatu tempat,seseorang sedang..
FIKIR PASAL BRG2 KT UMAH KLANG

12)Saya akan cuba..
UTK MELARIKAN DIRI DARI MALAYSIA SECEPAT YG MUNGKIN APA JUA CARA SKALI PUN

13)Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud..
DIEDED

14)Telefon bimbit saya..
NTAH KAT MEMANER SEYY. DAH ROSAK PUN HP SONY E TUH. STUPID FON!

15)Bile saya terjaga..
ROKOK.. ROKOK.. ROKOK

16)Saya paling meluat..
ORANG YG MENYUSAHKAN OTAK AKU! GO TO HELL!

17)Pesta/parti adalah..
AGENDA KEHIDUPAN YG AGAK MUSTAHIL UTK AKU TINGGALKAN! ADAKAH ..?? GILER GILER..

18)Haiwan yang paling comel penah saya temui..
BABI PAKAI RIBBONS MASA KT CHRISTCHURCH

19)Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan saya ialah..
18-25

20)Hari ini..
PEGI TGK TRANSFORMER 2 DGN HELMY KT TEBRAU CITY, 2ND TIME NIH TGK! HIHIHI...

21)Malam ini saya akan..
PEGI BLI SANDAL CROCS SINCE GLADIATOR SANDAL GUE TGGL DLM KETE SHAWRTY BABE

22)Esok pula saya akan..
PEGI MENDAFTARKAN DIRI KT OLYMPIA COLLEGE JB. MUNGKIN LAA! TGK MOOD AKU!

23)Saya betul2 inginkan..
HABIS STUDY SMPAI PHD. ISK.. LG STRESS AKU DOK PK NI HAA

24)Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini..
TERKUJAT+BLURR+NANTOK BILE MAMYTA CKP JENNY MGKN DH KENA MKN ANJING! AIYARK..

25)Pusat membeli belah atau arked permainan..
BARU TD GIE DOROTHY PERKINS. BOSAN! TAKDE APER YG CHANTEK

26)Makanan barat atau jepun..
SUSHI ;)

27)Bilik yang terang atau gelap..
DIM LITE.. NOT TOO DARK. EERIE...

28)Makanan segera adalah..
CANCEROUS+OBESITY

29)Ayat terakhir yang anda akan katakan pada seseorang..
" MA, MANE JENNY? "

30)Siapa yang anda ingin tag..
1. shasha
2. Shaleen
3. ity

( takde kawan lain dah! kihkihkih

am alive n kickin'

2009-07-01T09:15:00.003Z

old pic though, those tubes on me hand when me admitted at PSH. errgghhh...
damnit.. hate it a lot!
instead of me havin tummy cramp, dah jadi super swollen hands.. aiyark..
aint gt time to blog.
bn sick n half dyin'.
then movin' ma thangs to klang houz.
n big day - Shwarty's engagement.
n now only me hv the time to blog.

next week, 7th July me next appointment at PSH.
pray for the best so i dont have to undergo any operation.
saket seyy... adehh.....

someday

2009-06-17T07:14:00.001Z

had an argument with mamyta. again she pissed me off. dad intended to send me to Philippine. arrgghh ... lemme do wot i want!

again, i said, " ME CANT LIVE WT Y'ALL " !!!!

Got me haa .... ????????????

leave me alone ...........................

fara wat hal

2009-05-05T21:16:00.002Z

nie lg sekor babi goreng.
bodo. bodo.

tk psl2 aku pukul lg adik aku.
apsal psl jantan ko dgn elin jd bangang sgt?
wot the fuck u seeking from man?

aku tk phm!

mgkn sbb korg dr SETA jg jdkn ko SETAN??
mama+ayah dh naik giler pk psl 2 ekor tapir nie.

tk psl2 plak aku masuk balai police central 5am semlm wat police report.
dh laa gua seramss.. adehhh

shawrty babe, pala gua saket siot........

she might be dead.. she might be alive.. only god knows!!

2009-05-05T21:01:00.002Z

im in JB now.
my heart+mind are so not at ease.

my lil sista gone missing. it has been more than a week.
she didnt contact me at all.

i pray to god, may she be blessed by you!

honestly,
now onwards, i rather be a lesbian than got involved with a fuckin mankind who is full of fuckin shyt! the more i think about men, the more hatred i accumulated within me!

at the same time, i hate OUR way of lifes in Malaysia, whereas, people still practice the bloody BLACK MAGIC! i know it does exist and do happen but WHY in this millenium era, that shyt still been practiced!?? godamnit~ r u nuts? or stupid??

to YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE,

TUHAN AKU LEBIH KUAT DARI TUHAN LU!
LU INGAT LU GUNE BOMOH SIAM KE APER, GUA HERAN?

Lu bawak lari adik gua gie kelantan. smpai mati aku cari adik aku!
dgn lu skali gua bagi mati!

aku sedey p mane ntah adik aku. dier mmg bodo, lembap, bangang.
bile dh lg trkena ntah aper shyt black magis yg ntahapehape lg bodo bebal adik aku jadik..

tk guner aku bantai adik aku a year ago psal jantan sial tuh.
degil. tgk laa aper dh jd.

if kau mati, biar mati depan mata aku+family! at least aku dpt tgk ko lg.
if kau hidup, afta jumpe ko, aku anta ko gi UK.

pala aku kusut pk!
mane aku nk carik adik aku.

police report dh buat.
tggu je laa aper jadik..

aku dh penat nk nangis pk sl adik aku. even now itself me in tears.
dier tk penah pk psl aku+family.

xde guna aku jd along.
mmg sia2 hidup aku.

sambung nnti laa..

gua emo plak.......

Genting Theme Park

2009-03-04T16:11:00.000Z

It was raining heavily. Oh my god! Disastrous! T0tally ruin our m0od! We started playin ind0or games. Bumper car. Roller coster. Bla bla bla..

Then rain stopped. Off we go to outd0or. Played swayin ship. OMG! Wanna v0mit! Ahaha.. Me wanted solero shot. T0o bad, close. Saket hati aku! Isk.. Adakah gua naik ferris wheel+merry go r0und. Ahaha.. Thanks to Mia. Hehe.. Dapat jugak gue naik. Kihkihkih..

Well,
My legs gt worse. Hmph.. Am t0o fat n0w. Huhu.. Mayday mayday..

Genting Trip Wt Smartians

2009-03-04T07:58:00.001Z

I w0ke up at 6.45am. G0tta meet Kukie at the office. H0pe K. Melati c0uld make it to Genting since she has s0me pr0blem at h0me. She would bring her daughter, Mia al0ng. Yeah.. Stupid Ind0nesian maid. Am got so pissed off and straight sent her off back to the agency. Bl0ody maid! Had en0ugh of it! Huhu..

Nway, Kukie dr0ve us to Kl central. Parking was the maj0r issue. I rang Shawrty to ask where should park the car. No answer. Bet she was still asleep. Hehe.. My fwen the sleeping beauty. Ahaha.. At last, after dr0pped K. Melati and Mia 1st, we parked at the RM6. A bit far th0ugh. Huhu..

Went to check the bus ticket. Damn. Next available bus at 11.30am. Nevermind. As l0ng as we get there and have s0me fun times. Well, i kn0w, s0me of them are n0t happy c0z time is limited since bus to Kl at 5.30pm.

Since am the 0ne organized the trip. Fr0m the start, me already kinda fed up with the pe0ple. S0me wanted to go to Bagan Lalang. S0me Sunway lag0on. S0me Genting. Bla bla bla.. Til the end, 0n M0nday, still all have n0t decided, to Genting, to stay or n0t. What in hell then... If all have decided 2 weeks earlier, or at least a week bef0re, i c0uld have g0ne and get the ticket. But then, t0o bad, all decided last minute. So, get thru with it then! Blame me if u want to! I kn0w aint ma fault. Genting? B0san dah aku! Ahaha.. N0w vacati0n m0de, 0nly at island with crystal clear water. Other than that, n0t interested! Hehe..

I didnt do much at Genting, due to my legs injury. Erk.. Wanted to h0p 0n Solero Shot but it was close. Same g0es to corkscrew. Aiyark.. Tensi0n tensi0n.

Owh.. S0me pe0ple buat muka! Ahaha.. Sebab, dpt spend 5hrs+ je kt Genting. Freaking childish. Wakakaka.. Bukan lu ke yg ckp, nk tdo Genting dgn kwn2 mane best;tdo dgn b0yfren lg best! Cheapskate byatch! Do u hv to tell the w0rld that? - that u sleepin wt yr b0yfren?! Bodo b0do. Lg nk buat2 muka mcm babi. Isk.. Gua terajang nanti. Arghh.. Saje nak bagi gua angin. Urghh..

We late f0r the skyway. Means g0nna late f0r the bus. Run pe0ple run! Aiyark.. And guess what? We managed to h0p 0n the bus. But, Warri0r missed the bus! G0sh, stress aku stress! Driver bus pun mcm babi! Kurang ajar bt0l! Haram j! Kukie pun stress. Driver ni heartless nk mamp0s. Cruel. Warri0r pegi t0ilet. Damnit.. Rase nk blasah jek org tua tu. Nway, apa we all buat coz saket hati. We k0t0rkan bus. Buang all sampah sarap. Terbalikkan makanan. Padan muka lu driver bodo! Gua terbalikkan mi h0on lg. Gua lg jahat! Ahahaha..

Nway, had nice time at Genting. Eventh0ugh s0me pe0ple sh0wed the negative aura. Especially with Mia ar0und. Hehe.. Babysitter la pulak aku! Weee..

Part 3-maxis family day

2009-02-28T12:45:00.001Z

Ph0to sessi0n. Hehe.. As i said, it was so h0t. The sun shines so brightly. Me have n0t en0ugh hands to h0ld the d0or gift and prizes that ive gt. Feather duster pun ade. Ahaha..

Well, thats Maxis! Go0d at having fun! Hehe.. Enj0y enj0y enj0y!

Part 2-Maxis Family Day

2009-02-28T12:41:00.001Z

Here i am, at Bukit Kiara Equestrian. Shawrty+Syaiful n0t yet arrived. My sista came with her bf? Owh.. My 'bf'? Naa.. Dieded owedy! Ahaha.. M0st of MAXISians c0me with the family+kids. L0okin at the lyttle kids runnin ar0und, playin all the games there, they are havin so much fun. Merry-go-r0und, ferris wheel, and many m0re.

I played Slamdunk. Well, definitely am g0od. Hehe.. Was a sh0oter during sch0ol time f0r netball. Hehe.. Owh.. Shawrty made me played the dancing game. Aduss.. Failed! Then, karaoke time. Again me failed. Both Shawrty+Elyn gt platinum OK! Syaiful gt gold. N0t bad! Hahaha.. We havin gud time at the family day.

Its C0UNTER STRIKE time. Laser gun. Sh0otin the enemies. Shawrty and me in 1 team. Syaiful and Elyn in the other team. H0nestly, it was tiring. Ahaha.. Tua sudeh gue! Aiyark.. Lutut saket tuh. Wuhuu.. C0nfirm later at nite kaki gue saket. Hukhukhuk..

Dinner time. Variety of cuisines. Malay+Chinese+Indian+Vege.. F0od was ok. At least, jimat duit f0r dinner. Hehe..

After dinner, we ch0w. My wh0le b0dy aches owedy. Huhu.. Hmph.. Time to g0 h0me n0w..

Maxis Family Fiesta 2009

2009-02-28T12:10:00.001Z

While waiting for Elyn, i got so bored. Since i have n0t taken many pics lately, then why n0t i t0ok 0ne at least so i could p0st it in my blog. Yupp yupp me kn0w my bl0g karats owedy. Huhu..
My hair is l0nger n0w. M0re curly wurly which been envied by the Chinese at the sal0n in pyramid. I did tell the w0man actually i did n0t c0mb my hair, thats why its tangled! Eheh..

Aiyark.. Wheres my sista. Me hunwry owedy. Shawtrty wanted to pick me up but last minute, Elyn wanted to go. G0od thing. Thats my family that ive here in Kl. Wished Ferra+Helmy were ere t0o.

Me gettin sleepy.. Freakin h0t outside.

Bars0nic?!?

2009-02-28T07:20:00.001Z

Been a while since last i stepped into a discotheque. Haha.. Tipu tipu.. Kihkihkih.. :-P
The night went 0n quite well. The s0ngs were, erm.. Shuffle m0de! Aiyark.. So i ended up n0t shake the b0oty but sit and sit, wh0le night l0ng. . . G0sh... Kids everywhere. Hehe.. I was a kid t0o, jumping ar0und, climbin up the p0dium. Yeah.. All in the past. Huhu.. Reminiscing the mem0ries which ive tried so hard to let it go..
0n the way h0me, stopped at mamaks. Then suddenly Mr. X rang. He was there also. He saw me with Shawrty and Syaiful. Seb0k! What a stalker! Ahaha..

Then g0t h0me. Sh0wer. And Zzzzz.....

Valys 09

2009-02-18T13:34:00.001Z

The theme was red/white. Well, my red dress t0o much to be w0rn to w0rk. I f0und the white dress, which i bought for Najua's hensz nyte. 1st time i put it 0n. Yeah.. It d0es l0ok g0od. Hehe.. K. Melati said, me clubbin m0de. Aish.. C0p dah muka gue clubbin lady. Aiyark..

The valys was ok. I d0nt celebrate it nway. But, the day this year is Gals Day Out. Was at Gabai. Picnic m0de with Babe and Wify. Oh. Shaleen t0o. Shall update the pic s0on. We had nice time there. Bersiram ala puteri santub0ng. Ahaha.. The best part, photo sessi0n. Juz imagine, less than 5 hours, pics taken 400+ sh0ts. Wuhuu.. We ph0t0h0lic alryte! Kihkihkih..

My family was here at my house f0r the weekend. So nice of mama cleaned up the pig sty h0uz. Huhu.. Why me gettin lazy n0w? The truth is- i just f0und that i hate to lipat baju! Ahaha.. Yeah.. Hate it. Hate it. Hate it.

Am tired+sleepy..
To be c0ntinued...

P/S: Shawrty babe, memg karatsz sudeh blog gue! Aint got time it seems plus, network sux big time, unable to p0st blog fr0m me ph0ne!

Hello hello

2009-01-19T15:23:00.001Z

Three days passed so fast. *sigh*
Our flight at 5.45pm. So, dad decided to drive all over Langkawi. So, off we went then f0r the drive. Stop at Padang Matsirat, to have lunch. Lovely f0od+cheap. 6 of us had beautiful lunch, just c0st us rm33. G0od ha? Hehe.. After lunch, we started the journey to the Pantai Kok. Elynn wanted to buy minyak nina ricci yuyii. Hehe.. S0unds dodgy ha? Its located at the Marine Harbour, where is USSR RESTAURANT i was during my clubbing m0de in Langkawi. Then, off to Pantai Kok. Thats where this pic has been taken. Lovely isnt it? Even it was freaking h0t sunshine, i still wanted to have a go. I wished Shawrty babe were there, so u can take pics of me many! Ahahaha.. Shes the cameralady. Hehe.. :-*

The US

2009-01-19T13:59:00.001Z

As usual, Farra Demiuk a.k.a Rem0n was MIA! Bl0odyhell. She was 0n the ph0ne all the time. Mamp0s lu la. I even remember, our trip last year, she was s0mewhere, again, the reas0n- 0n the ph0ne. So n0t fun went f0r vacati0n with her. D0nkey k0ng adeq gue yg sekor ni. Malas nak layan. The m0st imp0rtant thing, i had the fun myself, so did Helmy and Elynn. Aye aye captain!

Surfer dude

2009-01-19T13:58:00.003Z

Helmy n0w, b0red again with his style. Being in Langkawi, has opened up his eyes to be a surfer dude. Haha.. We went f0r our beach acces0ries. I b0ught 3 arm bracelets while Soul got himself few necklace, arm bracelet and even anklet. Well, say hello to the surfer dude a.k.a Soul Styler. Let him venture the world of his himself without any disturbances! Let go, let flow..

An evening at Chenang

2009-01-19T13:58:00.001Z

So cute this pic. Helmy, Elynn and I went f0r a str0ll al0ng the Chenang beach, while waiting f0r our dinner to be served. It was such a l0vely evening. The best part was the sand. It was freaking c0ld sand. *chillin*.. We sat and r0llin 0n the sand. Who cares. At the beach, play with the sand. Hehe.. Even its quite ewwyy actually but me c0ol. Huhu.. Oh n0o.. Tummy wummy grumblin f0r f0od! Run run to the restaurant. Oh thank god! The dinner has been served. Yummy...

Time to go h0me

2009-01-19T13:57:00.001Z

Sad it seems. I d0nt want to go back. I wished at Pulau Beras Basah has res0rt or chalet. T0o bad its n0t available. Reluctant to go but the boat was waiting f0r us already. Even sad, never stopped me fr0m taking pic with mamyta. Hehe.. C0ol parents in a way ive got here. Never said a word of me wearing bikini top. At the beach, of cors, beach wear. Hell yeah. I need a new bikini. G0tta h0lla to my babyb0y who is in Ukraine n0w, to get me few when hes g0ing h0me during summer. T0o expensive in Msia. I got mine, the lime green sequined bikini t0p f0r rm30 maybe. Less than rm50, thats f0r sure. Huhu.. Well, time to say dasvidaniya to the beach. Til we meet again next year! *finger cr0ssed* :-*

Phewww

2009-01-19T13:31:00.001Z

I love this pic. Nice.. L0ok at the beach. To die f0r. Alamak.. Rase ada org jeal0us ni. Sape ek? Ehem ehem.. *winkwink*
Org tu tgh crave nak gi beach sgt2. Huhu.. Ok ok. We go togetha ek? Mwah mwah..

Dad+mamyta+me me

2009-01-19T13:30:00.001Z

Waaa.. Am all burnt alryte. The best, no cream been applied. I didnt kn0w where ive put my spf30+ or 100+ whatsoever sunbl0cked cream. Even dad f0rg0tten to bring his golfy cream. Aiyark.. Rentung rentung. We were at the island, fr0m am to 4pm. Ahaha.. Gilenye tak hitam. C0nfirm 0nce back h0me, all the whitening cream that ive got w0uld be out fr0m the cl0set. Hehe..

Sunbathin m0de

2009-01-19T13:25:00.001Z

Maka rentung la aku. Alamak.. After heavy nyte with b0oze, woke up at 8am. Gt ready f0r picnic time. Yayy.. The m0menta! Kinda missing the crystal clear water beach, with the coral reef, fishy swims all ar0und, s0ft sand.. Aish.. Dad chartered a private boat. Oh yupp yupp.. Shawrty babe! Me n0 afraid of boat ride nym0re. Ahaha.. Really hv g0tten over my fear. Yehaa.. Am pr0ud of myself! Hehe.. N0w my mamyta was the 0ne who cried, screamed her lungs out. The sea was quite rough though due to str0ng gusty wind. Very str0ng current t0o. I didnt cry. Am c0ol. Even did tease mamyta. Ehehe.. Gua brani sudah! Cant wait f0r next trip to Redang as in the plan. Oh. No diving f0r me plz! Sn0rkling en0ugh!

Clubbin m0de in Langkawi

2009-01-19T13:24:00.001Z

We started our club h0pping after dinner. Was at USSR at Pantai Kok. Then hang out f0r a while then dr0ve back to Chenang area. 1st stop at the Reggae Bar. Naa.. Many locals. Me n0 likey. Ewwyy.. But the pina c0lada was tastylicious. Hehe.. Then, off to Sunba, about 500m fr0m the Reggae Bar. Again, reggae. Aiyark.. Sm0ke weed everyday. Ahaha.. M0st locals there are into the hippy style. Owh.. I saw a group of b0ys+gals. Remind me of the Sco0by D0o gang. Haha.. Plus the unique van. Huhu.. Nway, 3rd st0p, ASEANIA. Oh n0o! Even w0rst. M0st pe0ple there are l0cals.
* baru bt0l panggilan pulau :-P * aiyark.. Then, at last i decided to go back to h0tel. Rather have my own party in the r0om. Last stop at the supermarket, grabbed vodka+c0r0na beer+many m0re and dr0ve to h0tel. Time to party myself, since Elynn said, she stopped drinkin alc0h0l+go to club. Ahh.. Fuck u! I kn0w why u refused though. Bcoz of your boyfriend walked away fr0m u 0nce, after got to kn0w u went clubbing with me. Ah mamp0s kau la. Malas nak layan. Btw, i could have fun myself. Let her be in her w0rld. No worries! Am c0ol. Juz that, devastated f0r such a stupido mind, letting others take c0ntr0l of 0neself. Frustrated. Argh.. Well, i managed to finish all the b0oze myself that m0rnin. W0ke up with no hangover. Damn.. I need tequila to qill me! Ahaha.. Al-kashka..

Lookin up0n the sky above

2009-01-19T09:33:00.001Z

Heart was at ease. Mind was elsewhere... When i got 0n board, i started reminiscing all the mem0ries back in Ukraine. Yes.. I do miss th0se times when i flew h0me during summer and winter break. All were in the past which i never ever could let it go. Someh0w, i wished if i could turn back the time... Hard indeed for me to let it all go. Hurtin me each sec0nd of my day.

Dear god,
Hear me out!
I wanna go h0me...

Shy shy piggy

2009-01-12T15:35:00.001Z

Twyin to rape ma lil babybro. Hehe.. His hair is gr0wing just like mine. Huhu.. Tiru ek? Sebok sebok.. Nway, mama+farra+helmy were here f0r a nyte. Farra has s0me business that she got to deal with. Oh. Cant wait for the weekend getaway - langkawi. Wuhuu.. Beach time. Yeah.. Sunbathing. Keke.. Will update s0on.

Archeology Nyte

2009-01-08T23:13:00.001Z

Both of us decided to check oUt Seremban's nitelyfe. Hell yeah.. N0t bad. Impressive! Thats the way i like it! Cant wait f0r the next trip there. Awes0me nyte. I ended up d0wnin the bacardi lem0n myself. Jahat jahat. Ahaha.. Still was n0t drunk. Need te-quil-la to bring me d0wn 0n the gr0und. Wuhuu.. Russian at heart.

Siapa sangka?

2009-01-08T05:30:00.001Z

How it is feel when things u have never imagined could happen to you?
As for so-called-n0t-r0mantic type of pers0n, gettin IT is so far out! Nway, tq to u! Ahaha.. Let go let flow...
T0o early to predict the c0nsequences. Any outc0mes, we just g0 with the flow.

To whom it may c0ncern,
bear me then! Kud0s to the friendship. . .

We again.. Hehe..

2009-01-07T17:52:00.000Z

Yupp yupp.. Me wearing me new DP top that cost me m0re than 200bucks plus the DP legging that c0st me 70bucks. Aish.. I wished if i were small+petite. Ahaha.. In your dweams alwyte. Aiyark.. 1st time ever i got to wear sumthn like that snce unable to find a perfect legging. It was worth buying th0se. Thank god for the voucher. Huhu.. Pic taken in car 0n da way to malacca. Pic was way t0o bright. Damn the flash. Huhu.. Wait til we got to our destinati0n. Yehaa.. Beach side ok. Hehe.. Cant wait.. Adventur0us us..

Weekend Getaway Jan 09

2009-01-07T17:18:00.001Z

Again, after had been planning about a m0nth ago, after Penang getaway, ere we are - MALACCA ere we c0me! Wuhuu.. Had lite snack at Dataran Senawang. Damn stupido restaurant. Bad service! Pissed me off! Nway, Y0ng arrived. Yupp yupp.. We ready for the dinner in Malacca. Ere we go then...

Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-01T06:59:00.001Z

I woke up early. Went to the m0rnin market nearby, to get bfst. Lite bfst indeed. New azam-to lose the fat! Ahaha.. *finger crossed* went h0me then, while eatin my bfst, a friend rang me. Then it started. We were 0n the ph0ne alm0st 4 h0urs. Huhu.. What a day to start with? Gay0t sampai pengsan. Aiyark.. T0ok da pic of me, au naturale. Wuhuu.. Muka tak mandi, tak g0s0k gigi. Trus mkn bfst. Ahaha..

To be c0ntinued...

Go0od m0orniin ALL

2008-12-30T03:59:00.001Z

I juz w0ke up. Slept off ar0und 5am+. Was watching m0vie, THE W0MEN. Main actor, Meg Ryan. A g0od m0vie. M0st stories on the friendship between them b0th. I think, the writer tried to create s0mething like SATC. N0t a bad twy! Hehe.. This week 3pm-12midnite me w0rk. Bl0odyhell.. Hate it! G0nna twy to swap shift. And an0ther thang, 2nd,3rd and 4th Jan 09! Weekend getaway AGAIN with Ieta! Huhu.. This time would be Malacca and Negeri Sembilan! Huhu.. Cant wait for the adventure to begin! Even i have to w0rk 3 days 0nly fr0m t0day, still, jiwa aku mer0nta r0nta! Ahaha..

To0lbox

2008-12-29T20:11:00.000Z

Had dinner at IKEA with Ieta and the boys. Yummy sausages. After sent them off to the Kids Z0ne, Ieta and I started the wind0w sh0pping but Ieta ended up buying few t0ps,pair of sh0es if n0t mistaken, and few m0re items. Ahaha.. Sowwy akak, i was the she+devil f0r the nyte! Keke.. C0nvinced her to get th0se! Huhu..

Then we headed to IKEA. I wanted to get cl0th hanger. R0und by r0und, saw it and believe me, i was so frustrated! Written there

- OUT OF STOCK -

Fuck! Waaaa.. Tensi0n. Tensi0n. Tensi0n. Since September i had been wanting to get it. Never got the chance! And t0day, when i was there to get it, its bl0ody OUT OF STOCK.. ! Ieta was laughing away! She could see how pissed off i was when i saw the tag! Argh.. Hmph.. As we were walkin to the exit, then i saw the t0olb0x. And i grabbed it! I do need it badly! Huhu.. Paid and off we go, to get the b0ys.

Stop for sm0ke at carpark. Ieta asked to ring Fayzo. Gosh! Havent seen this boy for quite a while. We chatted a bit and he wanted to lepaq. Then go to Asia Cafe to meet him. He came with a friend. Ordered drinks, f0od and we chatted 0n everythin. Catchin up the days we havent seen each other. I never thought he lives nearby. Hes w0rkin at Subang Airp0rt. Go0d! Hehe.. Can ask him to teman me makan+sh0ppin laa. Hahaha.. Near yet so far. Nway, did ask him why quit study. Stupid answer he has given me th0ugh- hes juz not in the m0od since his rempit bike got st0len. Hmph.. So young and h0peless. 18 years old b0y. Understand. I was 18. I kn0w whats trippin alryte.. As l0ng as u happy, g0od4u then! Aint got m0re to say! N0t4me2judge. Aite?
We said gudnyte and off went h0me. Kinda exhausted..

Xmas pwesent for Helmy

2008-12-29T19:33:00.000Z

I went to Sunway pyramid to pay phone bill. Then, had lunch at RM Cafe. Had pie tee and Chinese tea. N0t in the m0od to eat. T0o many pe0ple. C0ngested. Wanted to puke alm0st. Oh god!

After lunch, as i was walking at lvl 5 new wing, i saw t-shirt. Yupp yupp.. I havent get nythn for my babybro. Oh dear! Hes a fussy babyb0y. So i rang him up. After asking him, what he wanted, then i rand0mly ch0se a b0utique. And at a glimpse, i saw a sleeveless top, just like what he wanted, and why my eyes 0n it? Coz its c0lorful! Hahaha.. I alm0st got him a purple 0ne but after c0nsidering and hell yeah, i d0nt want him to dress like an AQUA! So at last, i ch0se this t0p instead. Hehehe.. He luvs it! Already mms him the pic! Yeah.. Ive wrapped it and put it under the Xmas tree. Since they will be c0ming here 0n the 9th Jan 09. Yupp yupp! Langkawi, ere we c0me again! Wahh.. Bebet0l panggilan pulau! Wuhuu..

Ive t0ld dad and mamyta, it is A must n0w, at least, 0nce a year, my family g0es f0r vacati0n, all 6 of us. Together we go! Either cuti-cuti Msia or oversea trip. I wanted to go to an island but then, mamyta such a scaredycat. Ahaha.. Ok ok. Langkawi we go - again! Am the happiest of all! Why??? January- the m0nth where Russians pe0ple would be in Langkawi the m0st! Then, cheap ci garette and last but n0t least, the b0oze! Ahahaha.. Mamyta and dad knew already why Langkawi still in top of the list. Hehe.. Ma bad! Nway, mamyta could get new pinggan mankuk, periok, etc.. Hihi.. So, cant wait, really, for the vacati0n. G0nna pau daddy to the max! No ch0cs but ciggy and b0oze. Sowwy dad! Huhu..

Lazy m0de

2008-12-29T06:37:00.001Z

Off day today. Woke up quite early. Then d0zed off again. Well, am sad. My kazen brother passed away yesterday. N0 m0re tears already. Hes 18. The hatred ive t0wards his parents, especially the father, n0w has g0ne infinite-out of boundaries! Po0r lil boy! To YOU, Mr. Dad, serve u ryte! Your s0n is dead! Let him rest in peace! Amin~

Happy me afta bfst

2008-12-27T03:29:00.001Z

Hihi.. Weee... Per0t yg membulat. Kekeke.. I had kuey teow grg and milo iced. And N0re f0rced me to eat her r0ti bakar. Aiyark.. How to say no to f0od. Hehehe.. Bunchet pun bunchet la. Plus lately ive bn drnkn so much beer. Erk.. Tu je yg gue mampu. Ahahaha.. *winkwink*

Ja xo4y cnat

2008-12-27T01:56:00.001Z

I want to sleep!

Vewy sleepy.. Waaa.. Owh.. Shawrty is in Jb. The house is ready. Hallo hallo! Me r0om? Ehehe.. Regards to m0mmy and uncle police, plus huggies to the kittys.

My bweakfast

2008-12-27T01:39:00.001Z

Thank Kak Melati, my lady b0ss for the ZIP choc. I am hunwry! Huhu.. Owh owh.. Am wearin my new DP top t0day. Me luv the colors-purple+gween. Nice ha? And low cut t0o. Yeah.. Show the cleavage. Ahaha..

Lapa lapa lapa

Nyte out is Everynyte!

2008-12-27T00:57:00.001Z

Even this week me workin 7am, never stopped me fr0m g0ing out! Hehe.. 3 days late to work, due to overslept. Aiyark.. But, today a deawy fwen of mine, Al0ng woke me up by ringin me. Thank you laling! Yayy.. Am n0t late! Huhu..

After work yesterday, Sharwty rang. Damn. U at h0me ha? How c0me? Ohh.. I g0nna find Victor's number and update him bout ya! Ahaha.. I was supp0sed to go h0me but then, this w0man said s0methin 0n f0od. Oh n0o! Ok ok. C ya at K2K! Hehe..

While was busy bitchin ar0und with Shawrty, Ieta rang. Yupp yupp! S0methin up t0nyte! Huhu.. And yeah, The Curve our sp0t for Friday nyte out! Havent been there for quite s0metimes. Kinda miss D0ME, THE APARTMENT, THE SANCTUARY, CUPCAKES, etc..

Met Madame E and hubby at Laundry Bar. G0ssipped for a while then decided to go to Mystery. OMG! Live band i d0nt mind, but its r0ck of ages. Erk.. Migraine. Uhuhu.. I had few, would say, so much drinks. Haha.. At the same time, i was busy smsing with Mr. Z who has just got back fr0m Dubai. Cehh.. Pegi Dubai xcakap! Ceit.. Adakah? Mesti pegi dgn galfwen. Hehe.. K k. Understandable.. Just that, if i knew u g0ing there, so much me g0nna pre-order especially make up thang. Huhu.. T0o bad, u back ere already! Jahat la kau, Mr. Z! Isk..

The nyte f0r us ended at 2am+. Erk.. Me work 7am. Ah mamp0s la. Woteva... Saturday nyte mite be at Borneo, Sunway. Aiyark..

Uhh laa laa

2008-12-26T17:47:00.002Z

I was thinkin.. An0ther 6 m0re m0nths to go, bef0re am all0wed to ch0pch0p me hair. Waaa.. Tragical! N0w i would say it out al0ud!

To WHO-YOU-KN0W-WHO-YOU-ARE,
why u wanna extend the durati0n of OUR 'Perjanjian Aug/Sept 08'??? U cruel-la devil! I cant imagine hows the hair g0nna l0ok like by June 09. OH MY G0D! Now itself, see it yaself! Curly wurly. Tangle mess. G0nna l0ok like a bee hive maybe. Or, afro! Aiyaiyai.. Mayday mayday!

Oh. Lets have tea again at K2K. Me likey that roti set. Hehe.. Even Afy seemed to like it t0o. Oh. The chend0l i g0nna order next time. That kaya char kuey also nice. Me like the kaya. Hehe.. Everythin me likey. Owh owh.. N0t to f0rget. Your new stripy pants. U l0ok g0od in it! Hot hot! Ahaha.. Me likey da pants t0o! Oh oWw..

Today is the ME LIKEY DAY.. !

Xmas Dwess 08

2008-12-26T11:06:00.002Z

There you go..
Me Xmas dwess fr0m Dor0thy Perkins that i purchased. Its lovely, isnt it? Shawrty Babe seemed please to see it! After f0rcin me to take pic of it and send it to her. Hehe.. Told ya so, its pretty. Vewy ladylyke. Ayte? Ihihi.. Ieta also said it d0es l0ok l0vely! Sweet of a kind. Huhu.. Price? Hmph.. Wot say u? Huhu.. I would say m0re than 200bucks. Ahaha.. Do i have a ch0ice?

*wink wink*

Shih Tzu Pup

2008-12-26T10:59:00.002Z

I wanted to have him so much. Even g0nna c0st th0usand bucks, i w0nt mind! The matter i am c0ncerned m0st - TIME. Am workin n0w. S0mem0re, with rotati0nal shift, i w0nt be able to l0ok after him. Kn0win havin a pup, he needs lots of attenti0n. Unlyke havin a kitten, its easier. Well, i hope, 0ne day, i would get to have a pup! Me luv ya!

Late m0de

2008-12-26T10:52:00.001Z

3rd time i was late to work this week. Damn. Gonna effect my work performance! Waaa.. 7am starts workin. Erk.. It is hard to wake up so early. Been tossing and turn every m0rnin. Arghh.. Even at work, i been d0zing off, 0n and off. Huhuhu.. Gosh.. So sleepy..

Ieta and Markus Jenewein

2008-12-26T00:12:00.001Z

Caught them 0n camera after been f0rcin them b0th. Malu malu plak. Cehh.. Ere are M0mmy Ieta and Papi Markus, 1st pic taken by me. We had a g0od time together. With Marks' m0uth, OMG! Huhu..

I remember when he wished me Merrx Xmas. Ryte after that, he said, 'u go to hell'. Aiyark.. Tak ke kejam! Ahaha.. Who care? I d0nt.. He was tellin me that d0nt listen to any pe0ple who badm0uthed me f0r celebratin Xmas! My parents also never said anythn! Plzz.. Bl0ody sicko~

Papi Markus n me

2008-12-26T00:02:00.001Z

Pic taken at Hard Rock Cafe. OMG! The band was n0t nice at all. The best still UC,PJ Hilt0n. Markus was s0meh0w irritated with the music played. This man into r0ck music. Aiyaiyai.. Migraine my brain. Huhu.. Thru0ut the nyte, f0ur of us chatted 0n m0st t0pics. Marks juz luv to irritate Elynn. Ahaha.. As for M0mmy Ieta, she was happy having us crashin da dnr party. Hehe.. Well, our Xmas Eve dinner ended quite early, due to my peri0d pain and 7am workin. Huhu..

H0h0h0.. Mewwy Xmas!

Merry Xmas 08

2008-12-25T10:08:00.001Z

It was n0t a white Xmas after all but the Xmas Eve at Hard Rock Cafe with Elyn, Ieta and Markus was a perfect night to get together.

It was 1st time Markus j0ined us hang ar0und. Oh g0sh! He was such a jam. All these while, pe0ple tend to say that he is a serious+unfriendly man. T0o bad f0r such percepti0ns! He has such a mulut rabak t0o in a way. Haha.. Kutuk org je keje dia. Huhu.. We chatted a l0t. Gossippin.. As usual..

Off h0me early. Me peri0d pain. Damn. Ruin my xmas eve m0od. Erk.. Owh.. Nway, i juz luv the tea dress i g0t fr0m DP. Hehe.. Cute..

Merry Xmas! H0hoho..

A m0rning n0te

2008-12-24T23:54:00.001Z

I woke up at 5am. Then d0zed off again, time to time, til 6am. Got up and straight have sh0wer. This week til Sunday, work 7am-4pm. I like it. Even so hard to get up early m0rnin bt g0n get h0me when the sunshine is still there..

Welc0me H0me!

2008-12-23T15:51:00.001Z

Hello hello org L0nd0n! Hahaha.. Bet u had a great time in UK. N0t to f0rget, your trip to Paris. Bl0ody adventure trip ha? Kekeke.. G0od to see you both back in piece. Hehe.. To The Wing Man, bile nak balik kamp0ng Lond0n, aku nak ik0t! Okie? Haha.. To Shawrty Babe, mati2 gue ingat lu jat0h kapal terbang ble lu ckp u injured. Aiyark.. Saket dada gue! Huhu.. Well, welc0me back to MAXIS! Ahahaha.. Bet u b0th hv bn missin Plaza Central heaps! Hihi.. Owait pe0ple. Pen off. Work 7am. Erk..

Owh.. Xmas eve, Hard Rock Cafe? Shall we? C0me 0n.. Spare me. Celeb xmas al0ne in Msia!

*s0bs0b*..

Me Tiny Xmas Twee

2008-12-23T13:17:00.001Z

There you go!
Me tiny xmas twee. Less decors coz m0st of it br0ke! Huhu.. Maybe after w0rk t0m0rr0w, i g0nna go to Pyramid to get s0cks and few m0re gold balls and angels. Hmph.. Thought of havin a party at my new h0uz but, malas la. Huhu..

Shopping Madness

2008-12-23T12:34:00.001Z

Two days off. Ive decided to go for my Xmas shopping. Been keeping those PARKS0N's voucher quite a while. With s0me savings. H0nestly, i havent sh0p m0re than two years. Since Debenhams closed d0wn in 06, i couldnt get anythin for my size. There are Benett0n, Mark&Spencers, Dorothy Perkins, Topshop, etc.. Just that, i have n0t been in the sh0ppin madness m0od! So, yesterday, with my so-called-br0ken-hearted sister, we went tO Subang Parade. Hell yeah.. I was unhappy coz n0n of the pants fit me, due to my abn0rmal hips size. I think, had tried m0re than 15 pants, including jeans, work pants. Nadaa~ skirts could fit me, surprisingly! But, it was black c0l0r. Oh god! Am c0l0rful! N0pp to skirts! Then, i started to try 0n dresses and yupp, c0uld fit me with0ut any issue. In c0nclusi0n, i do have major issue with my lower body part. As f0r my upper b0dy part, there is no issue at all. I rang my office colleague, Nore, and told her how pissed off i was at Dorothy Perkins, unable to fit into any pants! Arghh.. Nway, i ended up purchased 15 items fr0m Dorothy Perkins. Huhu.. Yayy~ i bought 4 shirts for my dad. Hope he g0nna luv it coz i ch0se the c0l0rs of my ch0ice. Ahaha.. Dad g0nna be c0l0rful man at w0rk s0on. Hehe.. I also bought black eyeliner for my mamyta and two sisters. N0thin for my babybro since hes a fussy p0ny! Keke.. Owh.. N0t to f0rget to menti0n here, i have a new handbag! Thats the BEST part of all the events taken place during my sh0pping madness at Parks0n, Subang Parade. My mamyta didnt kn0w that ive purchased a new GUESS handbag. Hehe..

Xmas eve, am g0ing to Hard Rock Cafe with my Elynn. Ieta and her hubby g0nna be there t0o. Am happy. My tiny xmas twee is all set up. Theme c0l0r this year, red+g0ld. Next year i g0nna get a bigger twee. G0sh.. Hw much ive missed my big+tall xmas twee that ive left in Ukraine. Hmph.. Celeb xmas al0ne in Msia, making me a lil bit sad. All my WUTANG CLANS are abr0ad. Malays in Msia w0nt understand that i celeb Xmas. For them, its a sin! Fuck y'all~ s0me of them, did call me names - kafir, munafiq, murtad, etc.. Do i care? Hell n0... Just fuckin leave me al0ne and lemme do my thangs! Argh.. Irritated s0meh0w. Aiyaiyai~ will update the pic of my twee s0on. No c0mments are welc0med alryte? Keep it to yaself! U got me aite? Tq!

Piggy Wiggy

2008-12-22T19:51:00.001Z

To0k the pic of this baby wild boar. So cute. Ahaha.. Naa.. I still prefer the pinkish piglet! Hehe.. The rest of the family are so en0rm0us and fucking hideous. Huhu..

Owh.. In my last p0st, ive wr0ngly typed a word. The correct 0ne would be VICISSITUDES. Ma bad~

Our Toothy moments

2008-12-22T19:27:00.001Z

We was at the zoo today. The weather was cloudy. Kinda gloomy. Mika was still a bit off-color. Hence, never stop him from being so hyper, running around the z0o even it was drizzling til his m0mmy got so angry. Such a obstreperous kid! Alief, as usual, never st0pped c0mplaining 0n all sorts of issue. Gosh.. This boy really need a tight slap s0on if he never keep his m0uth shut. Ieta was pissed off but she was just kept 0n be patience with his attitudes. Pity your m0mmy! At 1st, Marks, Ieta's hubby decided to tag al0ng. Last minute, he backed off.

Unfortunately, the visit to the z0o was disastrous. M0st of animals were g0ne, due to under c0nstructi0n til March 09. Bloody pe0ple never ackn0wledge us! The z0o l0oked c0mpletely dead. Surprisingly, KFC was n0t there anym0re. Hmph.. As far as i could remember, my visit there would be maybe, 20 years ago. Ahaha..

Nway, h0pe the two b0ys had nice time at the z0o. Next trip would be a dinner treat fr0m Aunty Syezz at PIZZA UNO. Yummy yummy f0od!

Emo m0de

2008-12-21T19:43:00.001Z

I am PMSing!

While writing the previous p0st, i started shedding tears. I do miss my grandpa so much! I have n0t cry since March 08. Am n0t in grief! So, what the fuck i want to cry f0r.. Since grandma admitted to h0spital, i just lost it s0meh0w! I d0nt kn0w to wh0m i sh0uld tell whats trippin inside me. I cant tell Mamyta or Papyta.. Especially Mamyta. She would start thinkin so much if i burst out to her. It w0nt help but g0ing to make things m0re c0mplex.

Am i all al0ne? ? ?

My beloved grandma

2008-12-21T19:24:00.001Z

I was so sick worried about her. I was in Jb last week and visited her. She was fine. She was happy, ecstatic to see me. Last i saw her during Raya. In October.. Erk..

The f0ll0wing M0nday, mamyta rang me but i couldnt attend th0se calls coz i was working. After work, rang my mamyta and my heartbeat st0pped.. My grandma was admitted to PSH Jb. OH MY G0D! I started panicking. I cant go back immediately. Goddamnit~

She was diagn0sed with min0r heart attack. This is n0t happening to me n0w! N0 n0 n0... My parents t0ok her to the h0spital at 0nce. She refused at first to be sent to PSH Jb. After c0nvincing her that the c0nditi0n was bad and could lead to fatal, she agreed. Ever since, i rang mamyta everyday to get update on her c0nditi0ns. After finalize the diagn0sis, her lung was infected and lead to pneum0nia. As a diabetic patient, her sugar level has reached 30. OMG!! Even bl0od pressure drastically risen up 220/... Damn..

Finally, she was released fr0m h0spital yesterday. I was delighted to hear it. I rang her and our c0nversati0ns leading to tears. She was s0bbing. Cryin her lungs out. She was so sad+devastated with her children who are n0t there f0r her when she needed them the m0st. The s0n that she has always love the m0st, refused to pay f0r her h0spital bill. What the fuck? Grandma never asked! But, d0nt u have courtesy to offer?? Instead, my dad, the 0ne that u always thr0w nasty words, did c0ntribute 2k for the bills. Shes n0t his m0ther, f0r g0dsake!

The Mr. HE, who has always brag about his fucking salary 17k+ m0nthly, cant pay f0r his own m0ther bills?! I am pissed off! But what can i do? And who the hell is me, to judge?

I do feel bad. But, am h0peless myself! I wished if i had the m0ney+vim+etc, to supp0rt her in any ways.

Grandma,
Be str0ng! I kn0w, that deep inside u, u kn0w, im always there f0r u, in any kind of weather, within my reach... If 0nly i c0uld do s0mething ab0ut it, i would be the joyest pers0n ever... The love u have sh0wered me throughout vissicitudes, since the day i was b0rn, the day u br0ught me up, and up to t0day, u never st0p loving me. Even how fucked up my life was, u still accept me with arms wide open. I wished, my grandpa was still here t0day. Losing him 0n 8th March 08, it was the greatest lost i ever had. Until t0day, am n0t over it. In denial.. Keep it that way! 0nly me understand all the feelin that trippin inside me..

Grandpa,
I have missed u so much til i couldnt shed anym0re tears. Why u leave so early? I did ask u to wait f0r me when i left to Shah Alam to settle my studies matter. U never waited f0r me,grandpa... I was away f0r a day 0NLY.. And 0n the next day, i got a ph0ne call sayin u are g0ne, in y0ur sleep.. Is it fair to me? I wished i never left u there. F0r two m0nths i was l0okin after u at the h0spital, a day i was away, u had leave me f0rever... How should i take it? How? How?

Silent night

2008-12-21T18:35:00.001Z

How it feels when someone you are into, are messing with your mind?

I am quite uneven after heard what i had not been wanting to hear from that particular person. I was so stupid to go so into that pers0n until i never thought, i would lose the battle again - too early! Am n0t givin' up but should call it off n0w, or never.. !

Yet s0meh0w, i hate the m0st 0n mixed messages that been given out directly or discreetly. What the fuck, i got to interpret its all when i knew earlier, everything is just the evil thoughts that been playin in the lost mind of 0neself. 0nly f0r a reas0n - I BELIEVE!

Gutted~ when i started to believe, then the universe seems cant hold much of it and in a sec0nd, all wreck off...

H0nestly, I was jiggered with the c0nfessi0ns and c0mpletely lost my c0mp0sure. Uncertainty is overwhelming. So just like the adrenalin rush! Do i deserve such nefarious c0nfessi0ns? N0w enmeshed with this situati0n - again -

i sumh0w,asphyxiated...

Adeqku yg plastic

2008-12-21T06:59:00.001Z

Ahaha.. This is my babysis, Farrara her name. Or Demiuk. Or the latest, Rem0n. Ehehe.. She loves to paint her face. Thats how i describe MAKE UP when it c0mes to Farrara. Hihi.. Hv t0ld her off many many times st0p painting the face but she never listened. Gosh.. Plastic sis ive got here! Erk..

Owh..
The colorful top BENETT0N WINTER C0LLECTI0N 07 is still my fav. Top ever! Ahaha.. Thats why m0st of my pics me w0rn it everytime, at anykind of weather. Kihkihkih.. Selagi tak ilang c0l0r kt baju! Ahaha..

Karotkii volaasii

2008-12-21T06:02:00.001Z

This pic has been taken 0n 17th May 08 during the trip to Genting with my two babes, Shawrty and Azzy. The reas0n i p0sted the pic coz of my short sh0rt hair. Hehe.. 0nly been 7 m0nths, the hair has gr0wn so healthily. Huhu.. And n0w, fast u c0me, JAN 09! The time for me to go mad bout me hairdo. Oh oww.. Gila gila.. Am c0unting the days n0w. Its 21st Dec 08 today. 4 m0re days b4 XMAS. I miss white Xmas! Hmph, ukraine, whr u?whr me? Erk..

Cheeky b0om

2008-12-21T05:31:00.001Z

Kemb0ng mamp0s pipi aku. Aduss.. Yupp yupp.. Ive put 0n weight lately. Aiyark.. Ive been indulging l0ts of unhealthy junks. Oh god! Esp. for the past 1 week, ive been whacking 'g0reng+pisang' with sambal kichap itam. Mamp0s! Bl0ody oily f0od! I cant help it! Erk.. Plus, been eating lots of seaf0od t0o. Oh g0sh! N0w crab madness m0de! Alm0st every nyte i had crab f0r dinner. Damn me.. Watch the knees! Erk..

After that...

2008-12-21T05:22:00.001Z

Its time to rec0lor my hair. Erk.. The hair l0oks like shyt. I hate it! Argh.. I am the Ruskaya Devushka. Need the bl0nde c0l0r back in the h0use! Life seems so inc0mplete n0w. Hairdo d0es mean s0methang at the end. Ayte? So, time to wreck the hair again! Wuhuu.. All the best!

Mamyta Rose and Me

2008-12-13T13:46:00.001Z

Here is my Mamyta. Hye mama! Hehe.. Was at my bel0ved grandma's house. Then decided to take pic with her. Do we l0ok the similiar? Pe0ple said im m0re resembling my dad's features. Oh dear..

Dad+mamyta t0ok me to metrop0lice t0wer at jln. Abdullah Tahir. Went to 24th flo0r. There you go, Shawrty's m0mmy was there. I never th0ught she would be there. Again, ive forgotten that n0w shes the Mrs. Principal for nursing c0llege Jb based. Was happy to see her there. Last i saw her sumwhr in may 08 maybe. Shes back in Msia f0r g0od. Yayy.. We chatted a l0t. And Aunty did say that she kinda missed the old times, me tagging al0ng wt Shawrty to Tmn. Rinting. Hehe.. Ops! Uncle police missed havn me ar0und da houz, wheneva tag al0ng wt Shawrty to Jb. Oh owh..
Yupp yupp.. In Shawrty's blog, she wr0te that Uncle did ask if me g0nna tag al0ng to Jb for Raya Aidiladha. Huhu.. Alamak.. Uncle Police dah tanyer ni. Aduss.. K k Uncle. H0pe to see u s0on! Cant wait to l0ok at the new ren0vated house. T0o l0ng owedy. Aiyark..

Next interview would be in Nilai. Hmph.. Wish me luck then! Erk.. N0t easy n0w to c0ntinue studies. Argh.. Just pray for the best! W0nt put so much h0pe! Then, am g0nna l0se myself, AGAIN.. Tragedy is ME. ME is tragedy...

Ma lil babybro - SOUL

2008-12-11T15:49:00.001Z

Hands0me adeq ku ini. Haha.. Pose fr0m him. Dah nant0k ek? Yeah.. Past 12midnite ni. Aduss.. Jgn dia nk blk plak. Br nk cuci2 mata gue seyy! Alamak.. Kacaucau.. Aiyark..

1st niteout wt babybro

2008-12-11T15:40:00.001Z

Me in Jb. 2days 0nly. Went back for an interview. Nway, as ive promised Helmy a.k.a Soul Styler, that me g0nna take him out clubbin in Jb at The Zone area. There we go, at LUSH n0w. OMG! Handle Bar n0t there nym0re. Sad.. Haha.. I ch0se LUSH coz A.Z is there. Hehe.. Fyi, my babybro underage! Huhu.. Juz finished SPM. Aiyark.. So, g0tta make use of the c0nnecti0ns i have. Hehe.. Networking does work-in clubbin world. Haha.. Helmy a wee bit shy! Damn ya bro! Juz shuffle then! Show em all the m0ve uve got! Well, dad sent us off. Thought of driving but then, i kn0w, i g0nna over indulge the alc0h0l. Hehe.. Thank you dad f0r sending us! Luv ya! Mwahmwah..

Nyte still young and restless. . .

Mornin' people..

2008-12-09T14:50:00.001Z

I woke up at 6am. Msg Kukie. N0t sure work at 7am or 7.30am. Then, d0zed off back. 6.30am got up. Rushing to get ready. Damn sleepy. Huhu.. I slept quite late. Watched m0vie. Ma fault. What to do. Was 0n leave for f0ur days. N0w to get back to work, kinda disastrous! Aint got m0od at all. I kn0w that my day at w0rk t0day would be so lame. Argh..

I saw Mr. XJ. He was at work. I was sh0cked. I thought hes at h0spital. So stubb0rn! Scolded him for a bit. Huhu..

Suddenly got to kn0w have a meeting 4.30pm-6.30pm. Damn.. Ruin my day! If n0t, by 5pm i w0uld be at h0me already.

N0t much work t0day. I am pleased. No m0re netw0rk issues. Thank g0d! M0st of time, i was just sitting in fr0nt of the PC. Do n0thin.. B0red.. Hmph..

Raya Aidiladha 08

2008-12-08T08:02:00.001Z

Woke up late. Around 12pm+. Then, started helping Omak preparing lunch. I c0oked daging kicap. B0iled brocc0li. Asam pedas tenggiri. Udg grg. Ikn grg. Rendang ayam. Pesta makanan. Had lunch with others. Then had sh0wer. N0w j0tting d0wn ere. Keep updating whats g0ing 0n with me days. 0mak+kids+al0ng left for Seremban. Ieta and i at h0me, r0lling. Still exhausted of our h0ls in penang. Owh.. I received a miss call fr0m +380.. Oh my god! Ukraine's hp num. I knew it! Its my babyb0y-alagu manthiram. Straight rang back. Chatted f0r a while since hes leaving f0r class. I miss you so crazy heaps,babyb0y...

Raya in Nilai

2008-12-07T18:07:00.001Z

Our journey back was c0ol and dandy. We st0pped to have ice cream+ciggy at rNr. Chatted 0n everythin.

Dr0ve straight to Nilai, since Ieta's kids and 0mak already there. It was raining heavily. Traffic was heavy. It was so dark and hardly c0uld see the r0ad.

The best part..
0mak was preparing rendang chicken. Ayam kicap already d0ne-Mika's fav. 0mak b0ught ketupat palas. Perfecto m0ndo! Huhu..

Bef0re we attacked the f0od, i t0ok this pic with Mika. As usual, Alief ran off. Camera shy. Ahaha.. We had our dinner together. G0sh.. Mika ate 4 times. He had rice+ayam kicap. This wee lil b0y, he really can eat. He luvs ayam kicap a l0t! Would c0ok f0r him 0ne day..

I slept off after 0n the ph0ne wt Mr. XJ. He was at the h0spital. Suspected dengue. Oh dear.. And this man, or should i say this b0y, .. Hes whining a l0t, saying i wasnt there f0r him. OH MY G0D!!! How am i supp0sed to kn0w that you g0nna fall sick?! Aiyark.. I see you s0on ok, babyb0o! Po0r Mr. XJ. Told him to drink lots, lots and lots of 100plus. Tcare darls...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

2008-12-07T17:47:00.001Z

3rd day..
Oh n0o.. So fast time flies. The h0ls g0nna end f0r us. Me g0ing to w0rk 0n Tues. Ieta as well, g0ing to start again her h0uzwifys routines.

We managed to make friends with s0me pe0ple. G0od thang indeed. Next trip, would have s0me0ne to c0ntact and hang out with.

We w0ke up late, 1pm+. Check out 12n0on. Hehe.. What to do, we slept at 8am+. Ahaha.. Bl0ody exhausted of the night0uts. N0w we g0ing to say g0odbye penang! Will upload m0re pics since m0st of the pics in Ieta's camera.

Thank you Mr. Dj, Mr. Carlos, Mr. AZ, Mr. Eddy.
Til we meet again..

The Sexy Thang

2008-12-07T17:46:00.001Z

I like this pic. Yayy.. Me hair is l0nger n0w. Cant wait to ch0pch0p it. Ahaha.. Ey u Sharwty babe! Few m0re days to hit 2009. Wuhuu.. Our 'perjanjian september 08' g0ing to end s0on! Kekeke..

Am luvin the weekend in Penang. Getaway m0de. 4 days leave seemed n0t en0ugh. Huhu.. Be thankful, Syezz.. Erk.. And yeah, pesta makanan f0r me. Ahaha.. Ieta the 0ne been f0rcing me to whack the f0od. Bfst+lunch+dnr. Aiyark.. N0w me phatty phatty m0de.

Comatos kaput

2008-12-07T17:22:00.001Z

Ieta forced me to d0wn a jug of L0ng island tea. The worst - it tasted like shyt. R0tten lem0n. Damnit.. Nway, i still d0wn it all. 88bucks. Erk..
The night went 0n as we have planned. Mr. Dj n0ticed US. Awes0me! The night was ours! Any s0ngs we requested, Mr. Dj played its all. Again, it was n0t a waste after all. Huhu..

Ieta decided to order Bacardi Apple. Damn.. Alm0st finished it. 3/4 of the b0ttle g0ne. 0nly two of us having it. Went back to the r0om ar0und 4am+.

And we Zzzzz ...

Weekend in Penang

2008-12-07T16:12:00.001Z

The day started with me, unable to get taxi. Ieta was waiting for me at PJ, after sent the kids to school. Damnit.. I waited m0re than an hour. Gosh.. What a day to start with. Fuckin wasted! Huhu.. At last, taxi arrived and t0ok me to the deutsche shule. Hehe.. Speak german la plak.

The journey started. The traffic was sm0oth. Cant wait to get there. Batu Feringghi, here we c0me.. G0nna stay at Park Royal. 3 days two nites we g0ing to be there.

Its just TWO of us...

Eppy bday 2u

2008-12-05T16:12:00.001Z

She luvs it! Especially the cake. This w0man had a blast 0n her bday. All cl0se frens were thr to celeb her bday, except f0r HIM, who has g0ne to see g0d. It is tragical to l0se s0me0ne drastically. Hmph..

Owh..
Ive been underattacked by W0MAN! Adakah? Aduss.. All ieta's idea. Aiyark.. N0 n0.. Me straight! Mayday mayday..

Gone

2008-12-04T19:59:00.001Z

Me super ko. Tired+drunk. Still able to take pic of meself. Wh0se fingers pinching me cheek? Me aint got any idea. What i could remember, i hardly c0uld open me b0th eyes. I was just wanting to get h0me... And we off to eat coz am angry,due to hunger. Aiyark.. Tragical

Happy Birthday Ieta

2008-12-04T19:54:00.001Z

Celebrated her bday. A small cr0wd though. After 13hrs at w0rk, t0ok taxi to Shah Alam. All the pe0ple were there already. Damn.. I was freaking tired nway. If didnt turn up f0r the bday bash, with0ut hesitati0n Ieta g0nna slaughter me to death. Oh dear.. Fyi, i have n0t eaten wh0le day. Then, the favourite sessi0n of all started. Oh owWw...

Drinkin . . . . .

This pic taken when i just arrived at the club. Puffy eyebags were gullible. Started with Chivas 0n the r0ck and there you go.. My tummy didnt feel g0od. Darn me.. C0nsume alc0h0l with0ut f0od wh0le day.. Erk.. My m0od started swinging coz i was fuckin hunwry. N0rmally f0od is served but no m0od fwee l0dging. Huhu..

Sh0ts after sh0ts, me alm0st puke but i c0uld resist it... Am the pianina. Hahaha.. So n0t pr0ud of it. Huhu.. Every0ne started to fly by. Me t0o, l0st in my f0od hunger w0rld...

4kg ? Weally?

2008-12-01T16:55:00.001Z

Bunchet bunchet.. Keke.. This pic taken sumwhr in Apr 08. Gals day out! Her weight was 30kg maybe! Ahaha.. N0w, seeing her 'berchenta' with The Wing Man, and gal, you did it! Put m0re st0nes aite? Cant wait.. Just h0ping y0u w0nt fall sick! Then all the eff0rt to gain th0se 4kgs, fuckin wasted! Argh..

Me kn0w n0w you head over heels! Could feel the heat alryte! Ahaha.. Til Fluffy you aband0ned! Aish.. Nak kena pijak per0t ni! Hehe.. N0 n0.. Again you aband0ned my twin phatty b0o, c0nfirm, tocna tocka, me step 0n your tummy wummy! And The Wing Man w0nt able to be ya saviour! Owh.. Maybe he oso me step step 0n the tumtum! Twy me ? ! Uhuhu..

Weih.. Mrs. Wify 'rob' me SATC thang! Hehe.. K k.. Lu teng0k dulu smpai lebam. Kekeke.. D0nt f0rget, ask Mr. Husby to watch it t0o! Learn the 'bible' of OURS!
*wink wink*

These two w0men driven me nuts! Ahahaha.. Or maybe am the 0ne driven them b0th to insanity? Erk.. Ok ok. I admit, me a lost child! Bear me then..

Btw,
Whens the nite out? Havnt gt to celeb Mrs. Wify's bday. Alamak.. Meraj0k seumur hidup nieh.. This c0ming weekend, me no ere! Me party hallelujah with Ieta s0mewhere. The least would be in Jb. Damn.. I miss me h0met0wn! Thats where i bel0ng.. Cant wait to be there for f0ur days.

Me n0w is 0n 'gatal' m0de. Itchy witchy.. Ahaha.. Mr. XJ me eyeing at the office. I got him trippin alwyte! Huhu.. Lets burn the c0tt0n with the fire then!

Let the game begins . . .

Aku dipau oleh Elyn.

2008-12-01T15:59:00.001Z

Nah amik lu 2 d0zens donut. Makan smpai kembung. Sungguh pandai adeq gue ini mem'pau' aku! Memlm buta dtg pau aku seyy.. Ceit.. Sila sila makan la anda sampai lebam. Aduss.. Super piggies!

Spassiba.. Thank you...

2008-11-30T17:28:00.001Z

I cant wait to shop. Damn.. Its valid til 30 N0v 09. Oh my oh my.. 500bucks v0ucher. Any0ne g0nna r0b me n0w? Ahaha.. 1st thing to get would be - ESTEE LAUDER IDEALIST CREME that g0nna cost me 199bucks. Its for my face. Damn..
2nd item - BENETT0N WINTER SWEATER. Still n0t out yet the winter c0llecti0ns. I shall be waiting then...
3rd item - still figuring out...

Nway, my mamyta so jealous n0w. Ahaha.. D0nt u dare to take it away fr0m me.. Neva ...

Happy sh0pping, Syezza!

Scrunchy

2008-11-30T16:32:00.001Z

Remember 0ne of the epis0de in Epis0de 6 - SEX AND THE CITY. When Carrie Bradshaw had an arguement with her boyfriend, Peter Berger about the scrunchy hairdo. Gosh.. Stupid man. He was so shallow minded, indeed very low self esteem. Nway, me hairdo did it for free during the dinner. Hehe.. I like it. Simple yet dazzling and glittering.

Maxis Annual Dinner 08

2008-11-30T16:09:00.001Z

Yayy.. At last.. I managed to be there. Yippie.. The best part, do0rgift- PARKS0N V0UCHER RM500. OH MY G0D! U heard me god.. Thank y0u. Thank y0u. At these kind of weather, working hard like shyt, and m0ney seemed never en0ugh.. Never sh0pped f0r myself. Ended up paying many things. With so-called-demandable mamyta, duit duit duit, all the time. Plus my baby bro all time mug me. I am suffering to c0ntinue surviving in this cruel world. At times, i do have a thought, somehow, i am the 0ne cruel to the world. Am i? Are we?

Well, the dinner was nice. Every0ne in their 60s+70s c0stume. Afro hair. Hippies. Elvis Presley. Even Austin Power. Oh. The f0od was superb. 5 course Chinese cuisine. The taste was fabulous indeed tastylici0us.

Kak Ieta rang. Yess yess.. Am in KL. So, time to party! Yayy.. Shawrty dropped me at Kl Conventi0n Centre. Waited for Ieta. Then she was in fr0nt GOEL. Off me go to the car. Yippie.. It has been m0nths since we last got together. Its the night then. 1st stop at RICH CITY KTV s0mewhere at pudu. Ieta's friend's bday party. Gosh.. I w0uld say, the crowds were pathetic. All police,fru. Erk.. And all pengkid! Aiyark.. C0nfused plak aku kt dlm bilik coz yg p0mpuan jd lelaki, yg lelaki jd p0mpuan. Aduss.. Lantak lantak.

2nd stop RJ. Happily drinking tequila+l0ng island+bla bla bla, police came. Kacau daun! Pusing wh0le kl, same shyt! Me no happy! Argh.. Back to Pj, was at UC. Then off to Sunway. C0ntinue drinkin sessi0n. Hell yeah.. Drink til drop alryte.. Huhu..

Thank you pe0ple for the nyte! Next week, we party again ya! Ieta's bday! And the weekend would be in Penang. Party party party.. Maybe Club Med, Cherating. Up to the b0ss. Hehe.. Me got 4 days leave. Oh yeah.. If n0t, Singapore. Ahaha.. Cant wait..

Al-Fathihah

2008-11-26T07:02:00.001Z

People come people go.. I was totally in shocked when Kak Ieta told me, MR. MANAGER has passed away 0n Sunday m0rning. He crashed a sh0p, the car turned upside d0wn, and went into a fl0od area. He dr0wned in the car while he was trying to escape. Go0dness graci0us.. I could n0t imagine. The sad part, i had been trying to call him since Friday coz wanna ask ab0ut perhentian. Hmph..

To the lord, i surrender...

2008-11-21T12:34:00.000Z

What Nursyahazzarena Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Tag tag

2008-11-18T04:16:00.001Z

There u go Shawrty. Tag tag me me ha? Me after sh0wer. No make up. Messy hair. Eyebag. Kihkihkih.. Betapa 'NATURAL' aye? Haha.. I tag tag u bak! Huhu.. Nk g l0nd0n ek? Jgn lupe, kas0t gue, utk elephant feet ni. Hehe..

Hp baru Azzy

2008-11-10T12:25:00.001Z

U have a new hp. Hehe.. Takot nak kena jual ek? Nway, byebye n0kia! Welc0me welc0me willk0men dobre pazhalavat to the S0ny Ericss0n world! Welc0me to the club! Ni sume Shawrty nye sapal kan. Hehe..

Tak MMS aku pun. Cehh.. Nanti kite 3.5G okai? Video video calling.. Haha..

Enjoy the new hp!

Their M0ment Together

2008-11-10T12:20:00.001Z

Am h0meless. Bloody p0mpuan sundal. Amik duit aku 1.5k. Amik amik... Curse 0n u, prastituka! Nakhui, blet.. Ubludak..

Decided to stay at Azzy's since her hubby outstati0n. Ada plak nangis isteri ni tiap mlm. Hehe.. Thank you to both of u, for letting me stay over, til me new dom ready. If rase gua menyemak, silalah halau gue! Tak kesahnye. No hal.

Well,
It is far to travel fr0m hyppo hill to setia jaya. Erk.. How u did it, babe? 3 m0nths u had travelled hyppo hill-klcc each day? Madness.. Dah dah. Gua ban lu dari keje out of klang. Lg org aneh2 dlm train. Sggh mebahayakan kesihatan. Busuk. Hapaq. Tekak aku kembang. Huhu.. Dgn aku skali bau dug0ng basi. Aiyark..

Owh oww... Astro. Alamak. Mati gue mati. Memg panggilan astro! Bukn pggln pulau. Ad0ii.. Siap la m0vie marath0n. Dh tgk dh harry p0tter-order of the phoenix, the last king of Scotland, etc.. Aduss..

Aku dh demam. Kepenatan. Br dr hyppo hill til setia jaya 0nly,gua punctured. Huhu.. Dah la. Time to sleep.

OT 0n Friday

2008-11-07T09:15:00.001Z

OT done. Thought of staying til late evening but then network alert 3G downtime at Subang, Bandar Sunway, Damansara, Pj.
So i run for my life.. Hahaha.. No way for me to stay over. Sure dieded! Huhu..

Owh.. Cornetto day today. Had two. Hehe.. Kukie got me choc br0wnies flavour. Aish.. To0 ch0c0laty! Then had alm0nd flavour after w0rk. That was ok. Not much ch0ccy. Me likey..

Went to pyramid for a while. Walked ar0und. Didnt buy anythin. People are staring at me. Maybe due to the striking lime green t-shirt i wear today. Hehe.. Passed by Maxis Centre Pyramid, to buy jackfruit. 0ne of the staff appr0ached me and ask about the t-shirt. Hihi.. Special editi0n. The t-shirt is simple yet nice+pretty. Thank you MAXIS for the freebies!

Me sleepy n0w. G0nna take a nap then.

Freebies

2008-11-06T16:37:00.001Z

There you go, as ive said that im g0ing to upload the pics of jacket+t-shirt. Striking lime green, isnt it? Buta mata aku! Haha.. Well, g0nna wear it t0m0rr0w. So do Kukie. We b0th OT 10am, dunn0 til what time though.

Owh.. Have to put in list-to-do. 2/3pm have to update Azzy what time am d0ne with OT. She wanted to c0me over, since Panjang has class at his h0met0wn. Babe, me no pw0mise u nythn yet, ya? Kepala aku rungsin. Baik duduk office, ramai orang. Tak pikir banyak. Hmph..

OUM? UITM? OLYMPIA? MSU? -REJECT-
Courses?
PSYCH0LOGY? C0MMUNICATI0N? IT? ENGINEERING? LAW? SCIENCE?

Argh.. Fuckin headache. Its for the future! Wr0ng decisi0n, u would see my dead b0dy, after jumped d0wn fr0m KLCC. I kn0w, i kn0w it d0es s0und lame. But again, do ive a ch0ice? If UKRAINE never fucked me so badly, with th0se m0ney they wanted! I w0uld have be a doctor by n0w. It shattered my heart so hard til i got no m0re tears. Undescribeable! N0w am w0rking so like a mad-dog, and shyth0le, i aint got en0ugh to spend. Still have to ask s0me fr0m mamyta+dad at times. Goddamnit.. I didnt party. I didnt sh0p. The salary finished just like that! Rent+f0od+toiletries+medical+etc...
Am n0t whining. But i just d0nt kn0w what to do. Am t0tally lost myself! Again, i lost faith in god! Why it seems so hard to reach out for what ive been l0nging f0r? Especially the time when ive started to hold still 0nto my beliefs, and in just a sec0nd, tested me with obstacles+hardship..

DEAR GOD,
IM FREAKIN TIRED OF LIVIN. PLEASE TAKE MY HAND, AND REACHED OUT FOR ME. STOP TORTURIN ME! HOW AM ABLE TO HAVE FAITH IN YOU WHEN YOU ALL THE TIME, PICK 0N ME! AM THE CH0SEN 0NE? ? ? ANSWER ME ANSWER!!!

Psychotic me!

1901 HOTDOG

2008-11-06T16:04:00.001Z

Free food today!
Yayy.. Yesterday free massage. Tom0rr0w free c0rnetto. Hehe.. Fun isnt it? I guess, thats how maxis shows gratitude to us all. N0t to forget a black jacket wt squiggle 0n it and a lime green t-shirt. Will upload those pics s0on.

Nway,
These whole week my mind wasnt at ease at all, til i decided to work extra hours. Mean, ive w0rked ma ass up 13-15hours per day, for the past few days. And today i really could feel that my head is 'akruzhaetcja'.. Huhu.. No extra hours then t0night. Shall c0ntinue back next week.

Sharwty came with ayamas chicken rice+mirinda strawberry. Had our dnr, while tv was 0n tv3. Stupid malay drama series. Again-a fuckin horr0r drama. N0t really into it though. Owh.. Me got me panda biscuit fr0m Singapore. Yayy.. Sharwty got it for me! I kn0w you love me! Takot aku mewajok ek? Kahkahkah.. Tau kan, gue mewajok seumur hidup! Huhu.. There are 4 flavours-c0okies n cream, milky, strawberry and ch0c0late. My fav would be strawberry panda then! Me like me like. Hehe.. Shouldnt let Helmy kn0ws ive got it. If he got to kn0w, i'd say, byebye panda! Huk3..

Kak Ieta sms. Mark had an accident while 0n his way back fr0m w0rk today evening. A w0man driver hit his car fr0m behind. That bl0ody w0man insisted to lodge a p0lice rep0rt. Then, when Ieta and Mark were at the p0lice stati0n, she wasnt there. Typical pe0ple! Hit and run! Til the p0liceman had to ring her himself and request her to be at p0lice stati0n asap! Thats why i said, what a bl0ody w0man! T0tally a wanker! Lucky n0thin happened to Mark. At least, u r safe ya!

Saturday i might be g0ing to Elyns house. N0wadays,
i do feel i am all al0ne, empty. . .
Pe0ple c0me and go. . .
It d0es break me apart at times but, i shall thank god my relati0n with my siblings are the best i ever had! Even Elyn with her attitudes+behavi0urs that so out of mind. Farra with her own determinati0ns and the m0st sensitive am0ngst us all. Last but n0t least, Helmy, my baby br0ther-the m0st pampered man on earth i ever met! OMG! Next week SPM! I just cant believe it! Hes finishing his sch0ol and hell yeah, he gr0wn up so fast! I was abr0ad for quite a l0ng time and never really got to spend time with them. N0w am back here, still we in distance. If 0nly i had the courage to live-again- with my parents ar0und. C0mplexity! Huhu..

Kepala aku rungsin sangat2. Rasa nak head banging against the wall. Hmph.. T0o many c0mpiled in my head. Thats why i refused go h0me. So, i w0rk extra hours. When i get h0me after midnight, i w0uld straight go to sleep after had sh0wer.

1 bl0ody s0ng.
WALKING AWAY by Craig David is playing 0n my hp, while am scribblin my deepest thoughts here.

'AM WALKING AWAY, FR0M TROUBLES IN MY LIFE, OH I'D FIND A BETTER DAY'

Should i walk away then?

Off day

2008-11-02T16:00:00.001Z

I juz woke up. Nice to be at h0me. Nway, i might m0ve to a new apartment. With lift-thats for sure! I thought Suriamas would be a go0d place. To0 bad. It d0esnt hv smaller unit. All 4 r0oms. T0o big since me live al0ne. I cant take it anym0re, climbing the stairs, everyday. Kurus tak jugak. Hmph.. N0w house hunting with Elyn. Hope would able to find 0ne as s0on as p0ssible. Dying alryte.

I just got to kn0w Kak Ieta had an operati0n at SJMC. N0w shes at h0me. She'll be ok. 0ne thing she has decided to do l0ng time ago and n0w its all d0ne. No m0re wish to get a babygal.. Huhu.. Her choice.

3rd Nov, Elyn will start working at Jabatan Akauntan Negara, Putrajaya as an acc0untant assistant. She has been wanting to get a job with government and n0w, god has granted her wish. So, all the best serving the c0untry,my sista!

For the wh0le week, it was sleepless night for me. There was 's0mething' disturbing me. I did saw 'it' and straight rang mamyta. Inf0rmed her that s0me kind of supernatural presents in my house. I hate Malaysia! These shyts all never leave me al0ne! Insanity..

Went to pyramid with Elyn for a while. Then Azy msg wanted to meet up. Yeah.. Her house keys with me still. Then decided to meet up at asia cafe. Owh. Yan rang me. Asked me 0n maxis netw0rk. Aiyark.. I d0nt own maxis! Alamak.. Kacaucau..

Had kerapu bakar+bamb0o shell. Nice. Then Azy and Pjg arrived. Chatted bout many t0pics. Bitchhin 0n s0me pe0ple. Haha.. Dosa dosa. Ekekeke.. Given the keys to them.

G0nna sleep over at Elyns new place. Go0d luck ma sista! New j0b. New envir0nment. New pe0ple.

Me listenin to yasin, fr0m masjid nearby. This the 0nly surah that i have n0t f0rg0tten. Alhamdulilah.. Others,eg:
mulk,sajadah,maryam,etc, ive f0rg0tten. Erk.. Jahat jahat.. If i were n0t at the arab sch0ol in kluang,j0h0r for 6 m0nths, d0nt think i w0uld ever to hafaz any. Huhu.. G0tta get muqadam n0w. Haha.. Have to start reading+hafaz it all again. Yeah.. I may n0t be a g0od muslim but th0se surah fr0m Al-quran d0es make me at ease m0st of the time. Hmph.. C0mplex..

Shall end my off day n0w. Time to sleep again. Til then...

Pimples mania - again ...

2008-10-28T12:30:00.001Z

Am getting sick with my face. Pimples mania. Hating myself.. Again, it started. Damnit.. Me hair n0w super li0n king. Those curls are gr0wing out of c0ntr0l. Me fam was ere f0r the weekend. Had go0d time with them. Dad nevaending st0wy, with the J.CO donut. Helmy played ice skating with his friend. While Elyn and Farra busy settling the new houz at seri kembangan. Mama and Dad- again, THE FISHO FEVER! Especially Dad. He just l0ves the fish spa.

Hard to say g0odbye to them. I miss h0me! Bl0ody h0mesick. I wished i could tag al0ng with them to Jb yesterday. Hmph..

As me j0tting this, me is so lethargic. 1st day perioad, am dead meat. Havent sleep fr yesterday. W0rked til 1am yesterday. And again t0day 7am. Erm..

To Mr. Z,
Told ya so me m0od swing. Kill kill die die m0de. Every m0nth like this. Am suffering alwyte.. U no understand. . . Owh. Hows the gymming g0in 0n there? Hot cute tiit butt ha? I w0nder. .

Well,
to the S0ME0NE,
You-kn0w-who-you-are,
Where the hell is YOU? Cant hate u. Cant luv u. Just cant do anything about U! Nevamind..
Til we meet again. . . . .

~me r0lling 0n s0fa. Saket per0t saket. Sume saket~

Old Town White Coffee

2008-10-26T05:43:00.001Z

The three of us. Helmy was at h0me, asleep. Went ar0un bandar sunway, house hunting. F0und few apartments. Hope i c0uld find 0ne within my budget. Cant take it nym0re, walking up the stairs. The worst- i didnt lose weight. Aish.. Tantrums. . . . .

Tata Fisho

2008-10-25T19:33:00.001Z

L0ok at Mamyta and Dad! They weally like the fish spa. Told them b0th to go for a full sessi0n to the fish spa, 5mins away fr0m me h0uz. Dad g0nna check out the spa tom0rr0w. Am n0t surprised if Dad g0nna be there wh0le day. Go daddy go! Ahaha..

Fisho |||

2008-10-25T19:28:00.001Z

Oh my oh my!
L0ok at th0se lyttle fisho. Dad said, its baby talapia. Well, who kn0ws¿ hehe.. Am luving it! W0nt mind to do it again and again! So, d0nt miss out the new thang! No harm twying,aite?

Fisho ||

2008-10-25T19:24:00.001Z

Me leg is under attacked! Mayday mayday! C0nfirm me b0dy t0xic outrage0us. Erk.. Eat eat. Suck it all, fisho.. Byebye to the dead old skin. No need pedicure.

Fisho time

2008-10-25T19:17:00.001Z

1st time i tried fish spa. Then,
Mamyta, Dad, Ferra and Elyn j0ined me t0o. Oh my god! The tingling sensati0n, th0se fisho biting, sucking me feet at first, really made me super ticklish. Ahaha.. Me felt like puking. Huhu.. N0t expensive, RM5 for 10mins. Aff0rdable price, for first trial. I ended up 30mins, dangling me feet in the fish tank. Me likey.. Surprisingly, Dad do love it! He did the fisho 45mins. Hehe.. Over ayah aku la plak kan.. Aiyark.. Well, Helmy was wee bit cranky. Yeah.. He is a baby! He was tired of the j0urney jb to kl. Then, seri kembangan, last putrajaya. Pity ma babyb0o.. Vewy vewy cwanky...

Rambutku yg menggiler

2008-10-21T04:58:00.001Z

Aiyark.. Me no understand. Me hair n0w grows curly wurly. Farra did ask if me perm it. Yeah rite.. Aku takda duit, lg nk perm. Ceit.. Nway, cant wait nak tggu lg pnjg. Haha.. Jd ju 0n la aku. Huhu.. Til then..

+tak lame nk tggu 1st jan 09. Chop chop the hair. Haha..+